Summary: NOW COMPLETE - Sam and Dean have always been freaks, Sam found out when he was twenty two just how much of a freak he was. It wasn’t until the boys are trapped once again by the demon that they find out Dean’s little secret that none of them knew about.
Once a quick one shot that wouldn't leave me alone, this is now starting to expand into a story.
Rated: T
Categories: General,
AU Characters: None
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 42
Completed: Yes
Word count: 65131
Read: 46150
Published: 23/04/07
Updated: 20/05/09
Story Notes:
Disclaimer: Don’t own ‘em or the show but man… I wish I did.
1. Abomination by Rae666 [Reviews - 25] 



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Please let me know what you think! :D
2. Fight the Good Fight by Rae666 [Reviews - 13] 


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After the response I got for this, I decided to add more so my original one shot is now slowly expanding into a story.
3. Fell On Black Days by Rae666 [Reviews - 12] 



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I'm back again! Thanks for the reviews!
4. Fear of the Dark by Rae666 [Reviews - 16] 



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Thanks so far for the reviews and such! I love you!
5. From the Inside by Rae666 [Reviews - 12] 



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Hey! Thanks for all the encouragement so far guys!
6. Frustrated Unnoticed by Rae666 [Reviews - 14] 



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Hey! thanks again all! Love the reviews!
7. Falling Down by Rae666 [Reviews - 13] 



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Hey - s'me again! Thanks for the reviews so far -it really is encouraging :D
8. Feel Bad Vibe by Rae666 [Reviews - 9] 



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9. Father and Son by Rae666 [Reviews - 11] 



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Short and delayed update but here it is. Be brutal if you must.
10. Female of the Species by Rae666 [Reviews - 13] 



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Heya - new update!
11. Funkytown by Rae666 [Reviews - 15] 



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New chapter for a new week! Yey! Thanks for the support!
12. Filthy and Gorgeous by Rae666 [Reviews - 11] 



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13. Firelight by Rae666 [Reviews - 12] 



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14. Fly Away by Rae666 [Reviews - 14] 



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15. Fly By Night by Rae666 [Reviews - 14] 



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Thank you all so much for the encouragement.
16. Faint by Rae666 [Reviews - 16] 



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Update! Finally! I'm so glad to have an update!
17. Fall Into Sleep by Rae666 [Reviews - 11] 



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Again... late but finally updated! Woohoo :D Well I'm happy... lol Thanks loads for sticking with this.
18. Far Away by Rae666 [Reviews - 13] 



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Thank you all for your encouragement... words are not enough to tell you how much it means :D
19. Flat on the Floor by Rae666 [Reviews - 14] 



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Gotta say - thanks for the encouragement! Can't 'memba last time I said it and I'm too lazy to check :D
20. Firth of Fifth by Rae666 [Reviews - 14] 



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Okay first on the agenda is my apologies! I've been really busy this last week especially and really tired on a night so I haven't been able to get much done - I've fallen behind in my writing and reading but I intend to catch up! There's so many chapters I have to read... eeek! But I thought I'd put this up tonight.
And now... answers...
21. Forgotten by Rae666 [Reviews - 16] 



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Hey - really wanted to get this up before work so please excuse any spelling or grammar errors. Really hope you like the answer to who Becky is... and hopefully you won't kill me :D
22. Follow You Home by Rae666 [Reviews - 15] 



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Please don't throw rotten veg at me :D I've finally managed to get a chapter wrote, woo! And it's short but I hope you enjoy. Thank you all for sticking with me!
23. Figured You Out by Rae666 [Reviews - 13] 



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You can shoot me if you want... but then I'll never update anything again, unless the shot doesn't actually kill me. BUT I'm really sorry abotu the delay. The chapter didn't sound right so it took ahile to fix. :( Anyway, thanks for sticking with me!
24. Flavour of the Weak by Rae666 [Reviews - 9] 



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Sorry for the long delay and the shrot chapter but hopefully you'll enjoy.
25. Fire in the Hole by Rae666 [Reviews - 7] 



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It’s been forever since I’ve updated this but I’m trying really hard to get updates for all my stories. Evil Uni and assessment deadlines are murder but I’m working my way through them and hopefully once they’ve stopped taking up soooo much time I can get back to writing – God I can’t wait until the summer when I have all that free time.
26. Fill my little world by Rae666 [Reviews - 7] 



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I know it's been awhile and I've seriously taken my sweet time in updating and it’s not even a super long chapter but I’m sorry. This chapter’s been sitting half written for a month or so now but I haven’t had a chance to really sit down and finish this chapter off. But here we are, finally an update after God knows how long. But thank you all for sticking with me and for the wonderful reviews – they always mean so much to me!
On a side note - fanfiction.net is officially evil, I usually upload there first and copy it over onto here and now I've noticed that FF.net has decided to steal my little borders that seperate my sections! So I've had to change them and now I'm gonna have to go back through and insert new ones into the stories on ff.net... EVIL!
27. Fire of Unknown Origin by Rae666 [Reviews - 6] 



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HI!!!
It’s been nearly two months since I’ve updated this and I wanna beg for your forgiveness :P Please forgive me! I’m sorry… life outside of fanfiction has been pretty chaotic due to Uni/College work and exams and of course the evil work… (I keep using those excuses anyway) BUT I now have time off Uni so I’m hoping to get some writing done.
I’m also hoping to get back on track with this story… So thank you all to those who are still sticking with me. There’s not much in this next chapter but I was hoping that by posting it I’d be able to focus more on the next one.
28. Fall to Pieces by Rae666 [Reviews - 4] 



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Well would you look at that… this might actually be a miracle but unless something mysterious happens and this gets lost, it’s not two months since my last update! I’m amazed actually :P But happy.
Thank you to everyone who has been reading and for the wonderful reviews.
Okay, as with all the others the title of the chapter is a song. This one is by Avril Lavigne and the first time I listened to it after the S3 finale, I basically did as the song title said… yes, I really am so pathetic that the song made me think about Dean and Sam and everything they’d been through and I cried my eyes out. :D
And I’m all for the John love today for some reason… gotta love John. So this is set after his death but I can still have some John love in it!
29. Firefly by Rae666 [Reviews - 7] 



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Thank you to everyone who has been reading and of course, thanks for the awesome encouragement and reviews.
This was fun to write… :D I hope you enjoy reading as much as I did writing!
30. Folding Stars by Rae666 [Reviews - 3] 



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God forgive me! Please God forgive me but I very nearly wrote ‘Fireman Sam’ somewhere in this chapter, can you guess where?! And then I had to stop whilst I got my head back to be a little more serious. Too much sugar tonight…
Thank you everyone! :D I hope you enjoy this next chapter!
31. Falling by Rae666 [Reviews - 4] 



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Thank you for reading! And for the wonderful reviews! :D
Little delay in updating and shorter chapter than the last but I hope you enjoy! Things are getting bad for Dean…
32. Freak Out by Rae666 [Reviews - 5] 



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Thanks so much for sticking with me, even though my updates aren’t exactly regular. But thank you all so much for the encouragement and for reading!
I was gonna settle for a shorter chapter just so I could update quicker but I couldn’t find the right place to end so it’s longer :D which is a good thing! He he.
33. Fallen Angel by Rae666 [Reviews - 5] 



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Thank you to everyone for reading and for the encouragement. For your patience I now bring you the next instalment! I got a little excited with this chapter so I really hope you enjoy it. I bring a tiny little twist to the tale… It’s Sam, he controls everything and is using Dean as a puppet… okay, okay, I’m joking. I’ll just let you get on and read then shall I?
34. Fox on the run by Rae666 [Reviews - 6] 



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Thank you everyone for reading and for the great response!
I hope you enjoy this chapter… It’s longer than normal (by my standards)… and I actually think there’s only been one other chapter in this story that’s longer than it. :D
35. First day of my life by Rae666 [Reviews - 2] 



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Thank you to everyone for reading! You guys rule! :P
RL has been way hectic lately… seriously driving me crazy and starting back at school end of the month means its gonna get worse… grrr. But hopefully my updates won’t suffer too severely.
Update: I’ve got a few others stories planned which when I’ve started them properly I’m gonna start posting… (The ones on my profile page are at the top of the list of stories I wanna get written and posted.)
Anyway, hope you enjoy!
36. Feel by Rae666 [Reviews - 2] 



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Breathe… breathe… Okay, so I know it’s not just me but seriously, I keep freaking about the season premiere!! I can’t take it anymore! I want it now! They’re cruel to keep us waiting!
Thank you everyone for reading and sticking with me, it means so much!
On the news front, I’ve started a few of those stories I mentioned and I’m hoping to get some more work done on them soon. I’ve also decided that Lucifer is gonna get a sequel, so that’s one of the stories I’m gonna be working on. ;)
Anyway, who cares about that? It’s update time! Hope you enjoy the chapter!
37. Family Portrait by Rae666 [Reviews - 2] 



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Update time! And a quicker than normal update :) Probably would have posted this last night but I was so knackered that I actually had a semi-early night - long long day. But on the plus side, I passed my driving test! WOO!
38. The Four of us are Dying by Rae666 [Reviews - 7] 



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Hey Y’all! Sorry for the late update. Things have been severely hectic and slightly overwhelming lately so I hope you forgive me. I’m not sure when I’ll have another chapter out so I warn you now. Thank you for your encouragement and thank you so much for reading!
39. Fight for all the Wrong Reasons by Rae666 [Reviews - 4] 



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A/N: *smiles sheepishly* Hi! So I have no idea if this story has any readers left because it has been so long since it's been updated and honestly, I wouldn't blame anyone for just giving up but I haven't forgotten about it and I've been trying to figure it out and work my way around this huge writers block that I've been suffering when it comes to this little fic and finally, I've found my way over the wall and I can see the end in sight. It has been far too long since I have updated this story and I know I left you on a nasty little cliffhanger so I really want to say sorry for the huge delay. When I started this story, I wasn't nearly half as smart as I should have been and writing this story has helped me learn quite a few lessons which have since helped me when it comes to my other stories. But I can honestly say that now I have this thing figured out, I am determined to get it finished so I can file it under 'completed' and believe me, I am so looking forward to that...
40. Feelin' Way Too Damn Good by Rae666 [Reviews - 1] 



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A/N: Betcha didn't think I'd update so soon, eh? What with my really really bad record. But I'm being good - I swear. And I can tell you that this has got one, maybe two chapters left, which will hopefully get written up before the end of this month - and if not this month, then next. That's my aim. Thank you for the awesome reviews! Thank you for reading! Thank you for sticking with me - 'cause I know how hard it is when it comes to reading WIPs! And thank you to any new readers. Your support means a lot to me.
41. Feeling This by Rae666 [Reviews - 1] 



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A/N: This chapter was supposed to be completed and up last Thursday because I knew if it wasn't up then that I wouldn't be able to get to it for a good few days - so Fate, you know, the guy in the thick black hoodie with one of those really sadistic smiles and a malicous glint in his eye, yeah, you know the one I'm talking about right? Anyway, yep, Fate decided to rob me of my internet on Thursday and on Friday morning - the guy actually was laughing at me as I flailed helplessly, unable to really focus without my SPN fix... cruel SOB. Anyway, finally I have time to myself again AND an internet connection so I'm finally updating. Unless something really expected crops up, the next chapter should be the last.
42. Funeral Song by Rae666 [Reviews - 4] 



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A/N: So we reach the end of this little tale because yep, this is officially the last chapter. I can't believe it's finally finished... I'm shocked actually. So I'm gonna say a quick thank you to everyone who's been reading this and let you get on with it ^_^